The Radical Non-Duality Demolition Project: A systematic dismantling of everything you believe yourself to be

The Radical Non-Duality Demolition Project: A systematic dismantling of everything you believe yourself to be

The Radical Non-Duality Demolition Project: A systematic dismantling of everything you believe yourself to be

THIS IS NOT A SPIRITUAL COURSE.

And you are not a seeker.

Stop.

Look at what you’re doing right now. You’re reading a sales page for a spiritual course, hoping to find something that will transform you, enlighten you, or at least make your suffering more bearable.

You’ve been here before. Many times.

Different teachers. Different techniques. Different promises. Same pattern.

The seeking continues because the fundamental illusion remains intact: the belief that you are a separate entity who lacks something and needs to find it.

This page will not offer what you expect. There are no promises of transformation, no guarantees of spiritual experiences, no assurances of a better version of you emerging from this process.

NirvanaNuke doesn’t offer addition. It offers subtraction. It doesn’t build; it dismantles. It doesn’t comfort; it exposes.

What you’re looking for isn’t something to be gained. It’s the recognition of what remains when everything false falls away.

Look directly, right now: Who is reading these words? Can you find this “you” that believes it’s seeking truth? Or is there only reading happening, only awareness in which these words appear?

This simple looking is the heart of what NirvanaNuke offers—not new knowledge, not spiritual advancement, but the systematic dismantling of everything you believe yourself to be.

If you’re ready for the unvarnished, uncompromising truth—if you sense that all your seeking has been a hamster wheel going nowhere—if you’re willing to question everything, including your own existence—then perhaps you’re ready for the Nuke.

The dream isn’t happening to you. You’re happening to the dream.

The Void at the Center

The Central Paradox

There is no separate self moving through time and space.

There is no thinker of thoughts, no doer of actions. There is no one being born, living, or dying. There is no one to become enlightened.

  • This isn’t philosophy.
  • It’s not a belief system.
  • It’s not something to agree or disagree with.

It’s what remains when the illusion of separate selfhood is seen through.

You believe yourself to be an entity with a name, a history, relationships, preferences, and goals. You think you’re making choices, having experiences, and moving through a real world. You believe you’re on a spiritual journey toward something better, higher, more enlightened.

This entire framework is fiction.

The gap between what you believe yourself to be and what you actually are stretches wider than the universe itself. Your name, job, relationships, history, spiritual attainments – none of these constitute your true nature. They are appearances within awareness, not attributes of it.

The dream character cannot wake up because the dream character is part of the dream. Only the dreamer can awaken…

…and the dreamer is not who you think you are.

The Dream Character’s Dilemma

Meet Mari. Mari believes she’s a spiritual seeker making progress on her path. She meditates daily, attends retreats, reads the masters, and has occasional glimpses of something beyond her ordinary consciousness. Mari thinks she’s getting somewhere. She believes her practices are purifying her mind, elevating her vibration, bringing her closer to enlightenment.

But Mari doesn’t exist. Neither do her practices, her progress, or her path. The entire framework of Mari’s spiritual reality is a fiction playing out within something boundless that Mari can’t comprehend from her position of make-believe.

This is your predicament.

You’re trapped in a perceptual prison of your own making, desperately seeking freedom while reinforcing the very walls that contain you. Every spiritual technique, every insight, every experience becomes another brick in the wall as long as there’s a “you” claiming ownership of it.

The NirvanaNuke Radical Non-Duality Demolition Project doesn’t offer a path to realization because paths are for someone to travel, and there is no one. Instead, it offers a systematic dismantling of the illusion of separateness through direct investigation and uncompromising inquiry.

This isn’t about becoming something better. It’s about seeing through what was never true. It isn’t about gaining spiritual knowledge. It’s about losing the knower. It isn’t about transcending the ego. It’s about recognizing there never was an ego to transcend.

Most spiritual teachings offer techniques for the dream character to improve itself within the dream. This course offers only the possibility of seeing that there is no dream character – only dreaming.

Pause for a moment.

Look directly at your experience right now.

Can you find the boundary between “you” and “the world”?

Where exactly does “you” end and “the world” begin?

Is there actually a separate entity experiencing these words, or is there just experiencing happening?

Don’t answer conceptually.

Look directly at your present experience.

What’s actually here?

What Will Be Taken Away

Anti-Benefits Section

You’ve been trained to look for benefits. Features. Outcomes. Transformations.

What will I get? How will I improve? What will I become?
This course offers none of that.

Instead, here’s what the NirvanaNuke Radical Non-Duality Demolition Project will take away:

  • Your spiritual identity – The carefully constructed image of yourself as a seeker, a meditator, an awakening being
  • Your collection of experiences – The special states, insights, and glimpses you’ve gathered and claimed as achievements
  • Your sense of progress – The comforting illusion that you’re getting somewhere, becoming more enlightened
  • Your spiritual concepts – The mental frameworks and understanding you’ve accumulated about non-duality
  • Your seeking strategies – The methods and approaches you’ve developed to find what was never lost
  • Your spiritual materialism – The subtle ways you’ve turned awakening into another acquisition

This isn’t about becoming free. It’s about recognizing you were never bound. It isn’t about achieving peace. It’s about seeing there was never anyone disturbed. It isn’t about finding your true self. It’s about the dissolution of all self-concepts.

In a marketplace that promises endless addition—more knowledge, more experiences, more techniques, more advancement—this course offers only subtraction. The systematic dismantling of everything that was never true to begin with.

The Spiritual Marketplace Mirage

Look around at the spiritual marketplace:

  • Courses promising to elevate your vibration
  • Teachers claiming to transmit special energy
  • Programs guaranteeing spiritual advancement
  • Methods promising to unlock hidden potentials
  • Paths offering progressive stages of enlightenment

All of these share one thing in common: they reinforce the fundamental illusion—that there is a separate you who lacks something and needs to acquire it.

They offer comfort to the dream character. They provide the illusion of progress within the dream. They build spiritual identities that are just as false as any other identity.

The NirvanaNuke approach is radically different. It doesn’t cater to the dream character’s desires. It doesn’t validate spiritual seeking. It doesn’t offer a better version of you.

It offers only the possibility of seeing through the entire charade—the recognition that what you’ve been seeking has never been absent, and the seeker itself is the final illusion to fall away.

This isn’t about becoming more spiritual. It’s about seeing that spirituality itself is just another construct…

…another layer of the dream.

Pause again.

Look directly at your experience.

What exactly are you seeking?

Can you define it precisely?

Who is doing the seeking?

Can you find this seeker apart from thoughts claiming its existence?

Is there actually something missing from this moment?

Or is the sense of lack itself just another appearance within what’s already complete?

Don’t answer with concepts.

Look directly at the experience of seeking itself.

What’s actually happening?

The Course as Demolition Project

Course Structure as Deconstruction

This course is structured as a methodical demolition project—a step-by-step dismantling of the illusions that constitute your sense of separate selfhood.

This isn’t a gentle, comforting journey. It’s a rigorous, uncompromising investigation into the nature of reality and identity. Each module targets a specific aspect of the illusion, using direct inquiry, contemplation exercises, and ruthless questioning to expose what isn’t true.

Module 1:

Deconstructing the Dream Character

(Dismantling the illusion of the separate self, personal history, and agency)

The first module takes aim at the core illusion—the belief in a separate self with a continuous history and agency. Through direct investigation, you’ll:

  • Expose the “I” story as a narrative construct with no actual substance
  • Reveal memory as a present-moment fabrication rather than an accurate record
  • Dismantle the illusion of the decision-maker and the myth of choice

The contemplations in this module directly challenge the most fundamental assumption of human existence—that you are a separate entity moving through time and space.

Module 2:

The Perception Prison

(Investigating the simulation of reality created by the senses and mind)

This module examines how perception creates a convincing but ultimately false reality. Through experiential investigation, you’ll:

  • Examine the limitations of sensory perception and how it constructs a world
  • Expose the mind’s role in fabricating a coherent but fictional reality
  • Dismantle the boundary between “inner” and “outer” experience

The contemplations reveal how what you take to be “the world” is actually a perceptual construct…

…appearing within awareness.

Module 3:

Shattering Control

(Revealing the fiction of the controller and the comedy of trying to direct life)

This module targets the deeply held belief that there is someone in control of life. Through direct looking, you’ll:

  • Investigate the illusion of the one who controls thoughts, emotions, and actions
  • Expose the futility of managing experience and the suffering it creates
  • Reveal the spontaneous nature of all happening

The contemplations demonstrate that what appears to be choice and control is actually a narrative overlay…

…applied after events have already occurred.

Module 4:

Beyond Positive and Negative

(Dismantling preferences, values, and the pursuit of “better” states)

This module challenges the fundamental structure of seeking itself—the belief that some experiences are better than others. Through investigation, you’ll:

  • Question the basis of all value judgments and their dependence on a separate judger
  • Expose the trap of spiritual preference and the pursuit of special states
  • Dismantle the hierarchy of experiences that keeps seeking alive

The contemplations reveal how the pursuit of “better” states reinforces the very illusion that prevents the recognition of what’s already present.

Module 5:

Unraveling Knowing

(Investigating the nature of knowledge, belief, and the knower)

This module examines the structure of knowing itself and the illusion of the knower. Through direct inquiry, you’ll:

  • Examine how knowledge and beliefs create a false sense of security
  • Expose the limitations of conceptual understanding and its inability to grasp reality
  • Dismantle the authority of thought and the illusion of the thinker

The contemplations demonstrate that what you think you know is actually preventing you from seeing what is.

Module 6:

The Vanishing Point

(Exploring the dissolution of identity and the end of seeking)

The final module addresses the ultimate dissolution of the seeker itself. Through direct investigation, you’ll:

  • Investigate what remains when identity dissolves
  • Expose the final hiding places of the separate self
  • Dismantle the seeker and the very structure of seeking

The contemplations point to the recognition that what you’ve been seeking has never been absent—it is the ground of all experience, overlooked because it’s too obvious, too close, too intimate.

The Paradoxical Journey

This course doesn’t follow the conventional structure of spiritual teaching where knowledge accumulates and the student progresses toward a goal.

Instead, it moves in the opposite direction—stripping away, deconstructing, revealing what’s left when false overlays fall away.

There are no stages of advancement. No levels of attainment. No certificates of completion.

The course is structured as a logical progression of deconstruction, but the recognition it points to could happen at any moment—while reading the first lesson or long after completing the last. It’s not a linear process because the truth it reveals isn’t something new to be attained but the recognition of what’s already the case.

This isn’t about becoming. It’s about unbecoming.

It isn’t about building. It’s about dismantling.

It isn’t about adding. It’s about subtracting…

…until only what’s true remains.

Look at your experience of time and progress.

Is there actually a “you” moving through time, getting somewhere?

Or is there only this moment, ever-fresh, with thoughts about past and future appearing within it?

Who is making progress?

Can you find this entity that’s on a journey?

What if there’s nowhere to go because what you’re seeking is already the case?

Don’t answer conceptually.

Look directly at your experience of time and progress right now.

What’s actually happening?

The Teacher Who Isn’t Teaching

Anti-Guru Positioning

Let’s be clear about something: I am not your guru. I am not spiritually advanced, enlightened, or special in any way.

I don’t claim to have answers you don’t have. I don’t possess secret knowledge. I don’t have special powers or access to higher realms. I’m not channeling entities, downloading wisdom, or transmitting energy.

What I do have is direct experience of seeing through the illusion of separate selfhood. Not because I’m special, but because reality occasionally reveals itself when the conditions are right.

Several years ago, after decades of suffering from anxiety and depression, having lost nearly everything that defined my identity, I experienced a radical shift in perception. The solid self I had always believed myself to be suddenly revealed itself as fiction. What remained wasn’t a better version of me—it was the recognition that “me” had only ever been a story.

This wasn’t a spiritual achievement. It was simply reality becoming obvious when the resistance to it temporarily collapsed.

I don’t share this to establish spiritual credentials. I share it to emphasize that awakening isn’t an achievement of the person. It’s what’s revealed when the person is seen through.

The Transmission That Isn’t

The paradox of non-duality teachings is obvious:

How can anyone “teach” what cannot be learned? How can words point to what lies beyond concepts? How can the illusory separate self be guided to see through itself?

These paradoxes can’t be resolved intellectually. They can only be lived through direct investigation.

My role isn’t to give you answers but to ask the right questions. Not to fill you with knowledge but to help you empty out what isn’t true. Not to lead you somewhere new but to point to what’s already here when the overlay of concepts falls away.

In this course, we’re not in a teacher-student relationship. We’re fellow investigators examining the nature of reality and identity.

The NirvanaNuke Approach

5 Grounded Approaches That Deconstruct, Test, and Reveal Truth

01

Uncompromisingly
Direct

No spiritual cushioning. No comforting platitudes. No sugar-coating of difficult truths. Just the direct pointing to what is and isn’t true, without concern for how the ego might react.

02

Deconstructive
Rather
Than
Constructive

Instead of building a new spiritual identity or belief system, this approach systematically dismantles what isn’t true, leaving only what is.

03

Experientially
Grounded

All concepts and pointers are tested against direct experience. Theory without investigation is just another belief system. The real work happens in the laboratory of your own awareness.

04

Intellectually
Rigorous

This isn’t about faith, belief, or accepting teachings on authority. It’s about following the logic of inquiry to its ultimate conclusion, using the mind to examine its own products until it reaches its limits.

05

Paradoxically Simple
Yet Challenging

The truth of non-duality is utterly simple—simpler than the mind can grasp. Yet seeing it requires challenging everything you believe yourself to be, which the mind finds deeply threatening.

This approach isn’t for everyone. It won’t appeal to those seeking spiritual experiences, self-improvement, or a new identity as an “awakened person.” It’s for those who prioritize truth over comfort, who sense that freedom comes not from adding something new but from seeing through what was never true.

Look at your experience of knowledge and knowing.

Who is the knower of your experience?

Can you find this knower apart from the thought claiming “I know”?

Is there actually someone who knows, or is there just knowing happening?

What if there’s no separate knower at all—just awareness in which knowing appears?

Don’t answer with concepts.

Look directly at the experience of knowing itself.

What’s actually happening?

Dissolving Barriers to Recognition

Addressing the Mind’s Resistance

The mind’s resistance to radical non-duality is both natural and predictable. The separate self doesn’t willingly investigate its own non-existence. Below are common objections and questions—not to convince you, but to address the mind’s predictable defenses.

Conceptual Objections

Experience happens. Awareness is.

The additional assumption that there must be a “who” to whom experience happens is precisely the illusion we’re investigating.

Look directly:

Can you find this “who” apart from thoughts claiming its existence?

Or is there just experiencing happening, with no experiencer at its center?

Nihilism is a belief system that says nothing matters. Radical nonduality isn’t saying nothing matters—it’s pointing to the absence of a separate entity to whom things matter or don’t matter. It’s not negating experience; it’s questioning the experiencer.

When the separate self dissolves, what remains isn’t emptiness or meaninglessness, but reality as it is—vibrant, immediate, and free from the conceptual overlay of a “me” at the center.

Who’s asking? The question assumes a chooser who needs reasons to choose. Without a separate self, life lives itself. Action happens. Choices appear. The difference is that they’re not happening to or from a “you.”

The fear that seeing through the self will result in apathy or amorality is another defense mechanism of the ego. When the self is seen through, what often emerges is spontaneous, appropriate action free from the distortions of self-concern.

Many teachings point to nonduality but cushion it with practices, stages, and spiritual experiences that ultimately reinforce the seeker.

The NirvanaNuke approach is uncompromisingly direct, focusing solely on seeing through what isn’t true rather than building a new spiritual identity.

We don’t offer practices to improve the self or experiences to collect. We offer only the systematic dismantling of what was never true.

Practical Questions

The course is structured over six modules, each containing three lessons and three contemplations. You can move through it at your own pace. Some may complete it in weeks, others in months.

But the question contains a misunderstanding. This isn’t about completing a course; it’s about seeing through an illusion. That seeing might happen in an instant, or it might not happen at all. The course is simply a structured investigation that points to what’s already the case.

There’s nothing to get. The separate self cannot “get” its own non-existence. The very idea of achievement or attainment is part of the illusion.

This course doesn’t promise results because results would imply a recipient of those results. It offers only the opportunity for clear seeing. Whether that seeing happens isn’t up to a “you.”

No. The decision to engage with this material should come from a place of readiness and commitment, not from a consumer mentality that wants to “try before buying.”

Additionally, how would you measure the “success” of this course? By feeling better? By having spiritual experiences? By becoming more enlightened? All of these metrics reinforce the very illusion the course is designed to dismantle.

The course is delivered through a secure online platform. Each module contains text-based lessons and contemplation exercises with an integrated digital notebook for recording observations. The format is intentionally simple and distraction-free, focusing on the content rather than flashy multimedia.

No prior experience is necessary. In fact, extensive spiritual background can sometimes be an obstacle if it’s created rigid concepts or a spiritual identity.

All that’s needed is a willingness to question everything, including your own existence as a separate self. If you bring that, the course provides the structure for investigation.

While there’s no personal coaching included, the course platform allows for questions and clarifications about the material. Remember, though, that the point isn’t to accumulate more knowledge or get personalized spiritual guidance. It’s to investigate directly in your own experience.

The best support for this work is your own honesty and willingness to look.

Look at your experience of resistance and doubt.

Who is resisting?

Can you find this entity apart from the sensation of resistance itself?

What is being protected?

Can you find something that needs protection?

Is there actually someone who doubts, or is doubt just another appearance in awareness?

Don’t answer conceptually.

Look directly at the experience of resistance itself.

What’s actually happening?

The Enrollment That Changes Nothing

The Paradoxical Invitation

This isn’t a sales pitch. It’s an invitation to investigation.

Not an investigation that will get you somewhere new, but one that may reveal what’s already here when the illusion of separateness falls away.

The NirvanaNuke Radical Non-Duality Demolition Project offers a structured framework for dismantling the illusion of separate selfhood through direct inquiry and uncompromising investigation.

There are no guarantees because there is no one to receive them. There is only the possibility of seeing what is when the obscurations fall away.

Who This Is NOT For

This course is not for everyone. In fact, it’s not for most people. It’s not for those seeking:

  • Spiritual comfort or reassurance
  • Self-improvement or personal development
  • Techniques to manifest a better life
  • Spiritual experiences or altered states
  • A new identity as an “awakened person”
  • Quick fixes for life’s problems
  • Validation of existing spiritual beliefs

If you’re looking for any of these, the spiritual marketplace offers countless alternatives. This isn’t one of them.

Who This IS For

This course is for those:

  • Tired of spiritual seeking that goes nowhere
  • Willing to question everything, including their own existence
  • Prioritizing truth over comfort
  • Sensing that freedom comes through subtraction, not addition
  • Ready for an uncompromising, direct approach
  • Disillusioned with spiritual materialism and marketplace promises
  • At the end of their rope with conventional spirituality

If you’ve exhausted other approaches, if you sense that what you’re looking for isn’t something to be gained but the dissolution of the seeker itself, if you’re ready for radical honesty rather than spiritual platitudes—then perhaps you’re ready for this work.

The Radical Non-Duality Demolition Project

  • Structure: Six modules, each containing three lessons and three contemplation exercises
  • Format: Text-based lessons and guided contemplations with integrated digital notebook
  • Access: Immediate access to all modules upon enrollment
  • Duration: Self-paced; lifetime access to all materials
  • Investment: $147 USD (one-time payment)
  • Start Date: Begin immediately upon enrollment

$147

Start Now

The paradox isn’t lost on me. Charging money for a course that points to the illusory nature of the separate self—including the one who believes it needs this course.

Let’s address this directly:

First, the price isn’t for truth. Truth is indeed freely available—it’s what remains when illusions fall away. What you’re paying for is the systematic dismantling of resistance to that truth. The structured investigation. The precise questions. The methodical deconstruction of beliefs that have been reinforced for decades.

Second, there’s a peculiar mechanism in the dream: things that come without investment are rarely valued. Free information gets bookmarked, skimmed, and forgotten. When you invest $147, something shifts in how you engage with the material. You show up differently. You do the work. The price creates a commitment mechanism within the dream character’s psychology.

Third, consider what $147 represents. For some, it’s a significant investment requiring careful consideration. That’s appropriate. If this amount would impact your ability to meet basic needs like food and shelter, I suggest addressing those fundamental concerns before questioning the nature of existence. The dream character needs stability before it can effectively investigate its own illusory nature.

For others, $147 is relatively insignificant. By conventional marketing wisdom, I should be charging $997 or more for this material. The relatively modest price point reflects a balance—enough to ensure serious engagement but not so much that it becomes inaccessible to those genuinely drawn to this work.

Finally, there’s a practical reality: creating and maintaining this course requires time, energy, and resources within the dream. The price supports the continued availability of these materials and investigations.

The ultimate irony, of course, is that none of this matters from the perspective of what the course points to. But until that’s directly recognized, these dream-level considerations remain relevant to the dream character you currently believe yourself to be.

If the price is an obstacle, consider this: what’s the real resistance? Is it truly financial, or is it the ego’s reluctance to invest in its own dismantling?

Let’s cut through the spiritual bullshit, shall we?

Yes, this is a transaction. Money changes hands. Someone sells, someone buys. The cosmic comedy continues.

Welcome to the Spiritual Marketplace™, where enlightenment comes with a price tag and awakening is available in convenient monthly installments. It’s the greatest show on earth—a carnival of contradictions where everyone’s selling nothing to nobody.

I’m selling a course. Others sell books, retreats, and $5,000 intensives where you can bask in the presence of someone who claims they don’t exist. Some offer enlightenment in 21 days. Others promise kundalini awakenings that will solve your erectile dysfunction and manifest a Tesla in your driveway.

The spiritual marketplace is where the infinite meets the invoice.

Here’s the punchline: there’s absolutely no difference in the action of selling. None. Zero. Zilch. Nada.

The difference isn’t in what’s happening—it’s in the honesty about what’s happening.

Most spiritual teachers are like magicians who forgot they’re doing tricks. They’re “selling water by the river” while pretending they’re not in the water business—insisting they’re not wet. They wrap commerce in cosmic significance. They build entire identities around being identity-free. They charge you to hear that there’s no one to charge and nothing to hear.

It’s like a nudist selling clothes while naked.

I’m not pretending this transaction is holy. I’m not claiming divine inspiration for the price point. I’m not suggesting that buying this course is somehow more spiritually significant than buying toilet paper.

The marketplace is the marketplace. That’s just how the dream rolls.

Look, the cosmic joke here is that we’re discussing the ethics of selling something that points to the fact that there’s no one selling anything to anyone. The dream character is concerned about the dream ethics of dream transactions in a dream marketplace.

But until that’s directly recognized, we’re still playing the game. And in this apparent game, I choose radical honesty over spiritual marketing.

So yes, this appear to be a transaction. Yes, I appear to benefit from it. Yes, it appears to exist in the same marketplace as every other spiritual offering.

The only difference? I’m not bullshitting you about it.

And that’s worth the price of admission all by itself.

P.S. If you’re still wondering whether to buy this course, consider this: the dream character reading these words is worried about whether another dream character is being ethical in a dream transaction involving dream money for a dream course about recognizing it’s all a dream. If that doesn’t make you laugh, nothing will.

Look at the decision-making process happening right now.

Who is deciding?

Can you find the decider apart from thoughts about deciding?

What is being chosen?

Is there actually a future state being selected, or is there only this moment with thoughts about the future appearing within it?

Is there someone who will receive the benefits of this course, or is that entity itself the primary illusion being investigated?

Don’t answer conceptually.

Look directly at the experience of choosing itself.

What’s actually happening?

The Decision That Isn’t a Decision

The decision to engage with this material shouldn’t come from FOMO, persuasive marketing, or the promise of spiritual attainment. It should come from a place of readiness and resonance.

If this approach speaks to you, if you sense that what’s being pointed to here is what you’ve been looking for all along, then perhaps it’s time to investigate directly.

If not, that’s perfectly fine. There is no urgency, no pressure, no need to decide now or ever. The truth isn’t going anywhere.

Whatever you choose, remember: You’re not happening to the dream. The dream is happening to you.

BEGIN THE END OF SEEKING